I'm Not Lost

I'm Not Lost

knowing that I still own you in me
somewhere

although I have lost count of the number of days
without you by my side
only your temperature is left
surrounding me in this empty house

knowing that I still care about you
more than myself

although I have tried to get you out of my head
but I end up
inhaling the smoke that I hated
but you loved so much

I am not lost because I know
I will put my feet back on the ground again
after I burn every bit of you that is left in me
after I turn every thought about you into ashes

I am not lost

I am just
for now
nowhere to be found

Model: Nan
Lighting & Text: Doris
Makeup & Hairdo: Hong Studio
Photo & Concept: Joie
Special Thanks: Jet Lim